LOVE LETTER TO MY CLIENTS

You know my friends.  This has been a pretty intense life.  I am 52 years old and I just started somatic therapy for the sexual abuse I suffered as a little girl.  And Goddess knows I tried everything else.

You might guess where this may have taken me in this life, and you would probably be right about most of it.  Including contemplating suicide - many times. Including the most agonizing bouts of depression that lasted for far too long.  Including ongoing, excruciating pain in the body. Including alcohol and drug dependence. Including suppressing my natural abilities and talents to the point of mental illness.  I thought I might explode with rage sometimes and not know why. I wanted to rip my skin off.

But this intense life has also given me a loving family. Two of the most exquisite females on the planet, my daughters.  It has led me to my love - Timothy. And to this sublime little farm at the base of a mountain on the unceded territory of the Coast Salish Peoples.  It is here, where we grow food, and flowers for the bees.  It is here, where we are creating a pollinator sanctuary.  Here, on this island with a community of people who really care and who love each other warts and all.  Here, where there are still forests and where we can eat good food, where we are creating new soil and saving our seeds.  Where our kids are dancing and making music.  

My glorious life has led me to the Feminine.  To my Melissa Sisters on this ancient Path of Pollen, to my Beauty-Way, Priestess Sisters, to my Tree-Sisters, to my Dream Cell Sisters.  To the Gene Keys family.  I salute you, all my Brothers and Sisters, known and unknown for the courage it is taking for you to do your deep work, to be of such high service. 

This, my privileged life, has led me to the courageous hearts of the Indigenous Peoples of “Canada '' and the opportunity and privilege to film and tell their stories. Thank you for your kindness and your patience. Thank you Tsaskiy for creating our daughters with me.

This layered life has led me to a great Doctor and a great friend - thank you Honour.

This beautiful life has led me straight into the arms of the Mother and into the heart of Grace.

This nectarous life has led me to my kin - Apis Mellifera, the humble honeybee.  

To the Gene Keys Family, my Enlightenment Intensive Family, The Awakening Women Family, Tom Kenyon, Lee Harris and David Smith. And to all the Fools out there.

And I know that this, my humble life, has led me to you.